Excuse me for being a female.

These last few weeks are going by so very slowly. I just want to fucking graduate already. I want life, already.

I know this might be seen as weird, but I've been thinking about babies an inappropriate amount lately. Maybe my hormones are making me want one, but it's a bit frightening. I've never wanted kids all that badly. It was just sort of a far off, future plan sort of thought. But I feel as though it could be real, and that makes me sort of happy until I think about financing such things, and poopy diapers.

Does everyone get this confused at this point in life? What the hell am I going to do? What are my priorities?

Sigh. I cry too much.