21 Guns

I feel lately as though my life has turned into one long wait. I'm waiting for graduation, college, other, um, opportunities to arise. The older I get the more things I used to think were stupid become important, like money and shit. Also, I've really learned how hard it is to make a relationship work. How hard it is to fall in "love". I've even become skeptical about something I was once very sure of. Sometimes I wish I could go back to being the 14 year old me. I was so idealistic and bad ass and truly stuck to my convictions. Now, I'm not even sure what my convictions are, and I definitely don't stick to them whatever they might be. blahhhh good night.